Again...

My bags are packed, but I'm not ready to go.
I've done this countless times and yet my heart is breaking.
I'll never get used to leaving.
I don't want to say goodbye.
And yet, the choice is not mine.
I wish things were different.
I really do.
Don't ask me why because it just is.
I've always believed things happen for a reason.
God must have His own plans for us.
And everything is fated.
It's not easy, but I've done it before.
I'll feel like crap for the first few days.
I'll smile but my heart is aching.
I'll cry when I miss him at night.
If I have only one wish in this life, I would wish to never be apart from my love.
I'll be sleeping alone, tonight.